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Apr 11, 2011 7:52:19 GMT
Post by Deleted on Apr 11, 2011 7:52:19 GMT
I feel like an idiot writing this but I'm really at a dead end and I need to accept that I need help.
I have no idea what my kin-type is. I thought I did, I thought that I had it all worked out. It went from lioness to alien, to both and then to dryad and now none of them feel right anymore. I feel like I can't stay in one set form and it's bugging me!
I've meditated about it over the last couple of weeks and my guide keeps telling me that it'll all work itself out in the end. Which doesn't help. At all. When I m-shifted with Larka at the weekend I had no idea what I'd shifted into.
It's really getting on my nerves and I feel pants because I don't know what I am (or was). Is it possible that being kin was just a phase or is there other ways to sort this out?
Any help is GREATLY appreciated. ~Capsha
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Apr 11, 2011 12:05:22 GMT
Post by Telegdrian on Apr 11, 2011 12:05:22 GMT
@cap
I think you have to trust your guide, and to let it work itself out. My suspicion is that your kin side is from another world and that it is so different from anything here, that your mind is having a bit of a time understanding your form. I suspect that there are aspects of your form that come from all the types that you have experienced. Take your time and trust that you will figure it out eventually
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Apr 11, 2011 14:14:34 GMT
Post by Deleted on Apr 11, 2011 14:14:34 GMT
@tele Thanks for the reply. It's an idea (the alien thing) and someone from another forum suggested that I could be some sort of shifter. I guess I'm just freaking out, lol.
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Apr 11, 2011 16:58:26 GMT
Post by Deleted on Apr 11, 2011 16:58:26 GMT
I like to help, allow me to share my thoughts with you.
While it might be easy for me to just tell you to wait for the answers to come to you, I understand that from your age and position, it can be a lot harder to do so that I can see. However, I'm afraid the way I see it is that you have to allow time to tick by because this is what moves us forwards, and allow parts of our lives to happen.
Frustration might be the first thing your body feels, but you have to put this aside to make way for a different mind. I have never been a great meditating person, although I'm a big dreamer. What I find helps me with my answers, and this will sound strange to you, is living. Being very observant of your day to day surroundings and sounds, yet not spend any effort doing so. Were you ever having a conversation and someone mentions something that leads you to remember something else? Everything around us has the potential to remind us of deeper things, and by everything I do mean everything.
Again, time is the key. All you need to do is allow yourself to stay neutral, and understand your current very self. I promise you in five years time you will have a vast understanding of what you might have been, or are, depending on what you find and believe.
I wouldn't have replied with this six months ago, only very recently have I became aware of this way of understanding.
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Apr 11, 2011 17:39:03 GMT
Post by Deleted on Apr 11, 2011 17:39:03 GMT
@kharu It is really irritating. Am I able to have my thingy changed to undiscovered, please?
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Apr 11, 2011 18:10:42 GMT
Post by Telegdrian on Apr 11, 2011 18:10:42 GMT
@cap
Your kintype has been changed to undiscovered. Good luck with the search.
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Apr 11, 2011 18:48:31 GMT
Post by Deleted on Apr 11, 2011 18:48:31 GMT
@tele Thanks again.
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Apr 13, 2011 16:40:01 GMT
Post by Astral on Apr 13, 2011 16:40:01 GMT
Good luck Cap!
As I was reading your post I also thought of 'shifter.' As Tele and Kharu have said, take your time, listen to your guide, and pray for the best that everything will settle down.
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Apr 13, 2011 17:50:01 GMT
Post by Deleted on Apr 13, 2011 17:50:01 GMT
@astral & whole thread I'm currently looking into different types of shifter and hope to update you all soon
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