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Hello!
Jul 3, 2016 7:03:06 GMT
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Post by Loner on Jul 3, 2016 7:03:06 GMT
So, when I was 15 I discovered myself to be a "wolf" "canine" or somewhere in that category type of Therian.
It was like a piece of me finally clicked together and going out on runs, letting the "beast" out and being free ultimately made me feel complete.
So of course, the parents find out and denounce the whole thing... Mom cried, dad said it wasn't normal. Whatever.
6 years pass and I've ignored every desire that I used to enjoy when I was 15.. Running, howling, living in the moment of a hunt... And I have never been more miserable.
I was diagnosed with "depression" and "OCD" for having intrusive thoughts about being free and just running away and for the past few months, I've wondered what part of me have I been repressing for so long that it would manifest like this?
I think I've found my answer and I'm well aware of not taking medical or psychological advice over a forum, but hey.. It just amazes me that after a few days of starting my runs again and letting myself go, I haven't been happier.
Is this heard of?
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