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Post by Deleted on Jul 28, 2010 15:56:12 GMT
I love my mother to the very ends of this world, and I respect her. We get along just fine and have a good relationship. However, When she tries to hold me or hug me or show touchy affection, it doesn't feel right. It feels wrong and then an empty feeling comes over me and then I start to wish for the feeling of being shown affection by a maned wolf mother, or at this point any animal mother will feel better. I long to feel her fur against mine and to feel her animal form of showing affection.
I do love my mother though, I wouldn't trade her in for anything. I just don't like the feeling I get when he tries to hug me or things like that. Any one else feel this before?
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Post by Re Harakhti on Jul 28, 2010 17:22:16 GMT
I don't feel like that when I am with my family,
but when I am with my friends, I feel a distinct 'loss' for my 'other family' who weren't related to be my blood, but were all like me. I never had another mother that I remember spending time with, or a father.
My family were these other Kin.
I'm not sure what makes you feel that way, perhaps you have some hidden anxiety issues, or affection issues that have materialised as Therian based.
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Post by nusarikaya on Jul 30, 2010 0:41:02 GMT
I'm not sure what makes you feel that way, perhaps you have some hidden anxiety issues, or affection issues that have materialised as Therian based. I agree with what Heru has said, that you may be experiencing your discomfort as a result of some form of anxiety. I personally feel an incredible sense of fear and rage when any but a select few people make any sort of physical contact with me, and that is due to a slight anxiety disorder that developed as a result of trauma. I'm not saying that you are definitely experiencing the same thing, but it's a thought. |
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Post by Re Harakhti on Jul 30, 2010 7:41:04 GMT
Nusarikaya, Not sure why but using my Kin name had a soothing effect on me. I was quite angry a moment ago, so, thank you lady  |
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Post by nusarikaya on Jul 30, 2010 21:32:53 GMT
Nusarikaya, Not sure why but using my Kin name had a soothing effect on me. I was quite angry a moment ago, so, thank you lady You're very welcome. I think I'm just accustomed to referring to you as "Heru". |
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