How to deal with my parents? Dec 15, 2016 14:29:16 GMT
Post by Stella on Dec 15, 2016 14:29:16 GMT
I am a Christian. I have always been one and I an highly connected to my faith but I made that horrible mistake of telling my parents I was a wolf therian. Let me just say that didn't go over very well. They honestly thought I was crazy, downright losing my mind. I tried to explain it to them but they just don't listen. I explained that being a therian doesn't mean I cut myself off from my religion but when they said they understand I had a feeling they were just lying. Well that was comfirmed when my mom caught me snuggled in my wolf den last week. She gave me a disgusted look and stormed out of my room making me feel like complete crap and a waste of space. They forbid to wear my tail outside of the house which is horrible for me because I often sneak into the woods wearing my tail just to be myself for a little while. They told me I could wear my tail inside the house but whenever I do they give me looks and sigh.
Last night I drew the Therian symbol on my hand and went out to eat dinner where my mom joined my dad and I. Instantly she saw the symbol and sighed and said "What is that?" I lied not wanting to get the same crap I always do when I say it's related to Therian stuff. I said "Oh it's just a symbol I drew cause I was bored in class." So she responded with "What symbol is it?" I nearly lost it because she is always pestering me about questions and at the time I really didn't want to have that discussion of therian things with her because she never understands. So I simply said "Oh I don't know I just looked up symbols and it was the easiest symbol to draw. It's really cool!" Time passed and once I got home later that night after therapy she pulled me aside and "Do you know what that symbol is?" I said "Yes of course." She rolled her eyes and gave me a concerned look and said "It's demonic." I don't know what it is with her and demonic but she was convinced I drew a demonic symbol of Satan on my hand or something! I was like "UM mom it's not a demonic symbol." She sighed againa and said somewhat harshly "No it's demonic." That was when I lost it because of course as soon as she saw the symbol on my hand at dinner she immeditely went home and googled symbols and it came up with a similar demonic symbol. She always tries to consult google to answer her questions. I found out she googled (Why is my daughter a wolf therian? AND Everyday wolf therian lifestyle) I found that quite insulting because she won't understand no matter what! UGH Anyway. I lost it and yelled back at her "IT'S A THERIAN SYMBOL MOM!" She gave a disgusted look and said "You mean that wolf therian stuff you're into to?"
It greatly annoys me that she thinks this is just a PHASE! This is my identity! I indentify as a wolf and I hope that never ever changes in my entire life because this is who I am. I screamed at her and said "OF COURSE YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND!
Long story short she proceeded to guilt trip all last night and this morning by crying in front of me and saying how horrible she was. This wasn't what I was trying to get to so excuse my rant. I was just want to know how many other christian therians there are out there? And how do you cope with your parents?