Extremely protective over a person
Jun 6, 2011 23:49:20 GMT
Post by mateustheferal on Jun 6, 2011 23:49:20 GMT
Before I get into the main part of this I'd like to inform any readers that I am asexual aka extremely NOT sexually attracted to anyone/anything. I'm also generally anti-human(because of their stupidity), although I try to give anyone a chance.
While I was in highschool(recently graduated, but still stay in touch) I played some D&D with a group of kids after school on tuesdays for an hour. One of my teachers was our DM. I had many of his classes, and he became the only person that I felt I could really trust. I've talked to him about a few of my problems and he advised and guided me.(very well I might add because I am much less lonely than I was before)
We all(friends and I) had lots of fun in his classes(and in D&D), and I like to think of him as a very special friend.
I grew very attached and feel very protective over him, very similar to a guard dog. I feel that I would lay my life down readily to keep him safe and happy. If anyone in school would badmouth him(usually about their own bad grades) I was quick to jump their case and defend him, and sometimes if others stood too close, especially if I didn't trust that person, I would go into a light mental shift and start to growl quietly.
I also felt very lonely and had slight abandonment issues, but around him that loneliness faded. His aura felt like the warmth of a hearth fire, and a sense of safety pervaded the area around him. I felt very grateful to know him and obligated to do what I could to help him. If I had a tail it might break with the force of it wagging with happiness.
So, I was wondering if anyone else here has ever felt particularly attached to a human in this way?
**Or if any of you have had any kinds of feelings like these ever. **
While I was in highschool(recently graduated, but still stay in touch) I played some D&D with a group of kids after school on tuesdays for an hour. One of my teachers was our DM. I had many of his classes, and he became the only person that I felt I could really trust. I've talked to him about a few of my problems and he advised and guided me.(very well I might add because I am much less lonely than I was before)
We all(friends and I) had lots of fun in his classes(and in D&D), and I like to think of him as a very special friend.
I grew very attached and feel very protective over him, very similar to a guard dog. I feel that I would lay my life down readily to keep him safe and happy. If anyone in school would badmouth him(usually about their own bad grades) I was quick to jump their case and defend him, and sometimes if others stood too close, especially if I didn't trust that person, I would go into a light mental shift and start to growl quietly.
I also felt very lonely and had slight abandonment issues, but around him that loneliness faded. His aura felt like the warmth of a hearth fire, and a sense of safety pervaded the area around him. I felt very grateful to know him and obligated to do what I could to help him. If I had a tail it might break with the force of it wagging with happiness.
So, I was wondering if anyone else here has ever felt particularly attached to a human in this way?
**Or if any of you have had any kinds of feelings like these ever. **